Thoughts, KINDNESS and Manifesting, continued…, Week 16, Master Key

Whatever enters the mind through the senses or the objective mind will
impress the mind and result in a mental image which will become a pattern for the
creative energies. These experiences are largely the result of environment, chance,
past thinking and other forms of negative thought, and must be subjected to
careful analysis before being entertained. On the other hand, we can form our own
mental images, through our own interior processes of thought regardless of the
thoughts of others, regardless of exterior conditions, regardless of environment of
every kind, and it is by the exercise of this power that we can control our own
destiny, body, mind and soul.

It is by the exercise of this power that we take our fate out of the hands of
chance, and consciously make for ourselves the experiences which we desire,
because when we consciously realize a condition, that condition will eventually
manifest in our lives; it is therefore evident that in the last analysis thinking is the
one great cause in life.

The kindness of others has been experienced in large quantity. My guide has reached forward to assist me in finding a residence, my master mind partner has assisted in creating manifesting thoughts, she has also helped in resetting energy in my body, my MM group has been helpful in a number of ways and focuses on True Health.  My transitional landlord brings me contact lists for people in my field, my previous short term landlord has written a letter of recommendation, the Hawaii vet pulled 11 teeth from my dog’s mouth to essentially save her life and charged 1/5 the fee that the Arizona vets wanted to charge…. I am grateful for my dog’s increased health.

I am more mindful of being kind in most interactions, the idea of giving gifts/complements has really increased. I make more eye contact and smile more.  I am listening to others in a better more expanded version.   Patience regarding a slower pace is a challenge in a great way for building empathy for others and myself.

My DMP had said I would find housing by January 15th… so what above do I fail to get?  Feeling of certainty and joy about a new place is not experienced fully, as the doubt creeps in.  So I need to kindly assess this of myself and cease the self criticism.

Writing this out actually clarifies what I need to set forth.

Thoughts and manifesting, Week 15, Master Key

Thought may lead to action of any kind, but whatever the action, it is simply
the thought attempting to express itself in visible form. It is evident, therefore, that
if we wish desirable conditions, we can afford to entertain only desirable thoughts.

This has been foremost on my mind during the last 2 weeks, while in my new life on Kauai many new and good things have come my way and there has also been a challenge that is not resolved.

I have had people help me in unbelievable ways in temporary or transitional housing, some free time and other significantly reduced rent…. interestingly it is all about the temporary and not the permanent.  On this I need to meditate.

Action wise I have done some things to really be here, bought a car, put it on the internet sites that I live in Kapaa, there must be something holding this one aspect back that would lead to permanent housing…..

Cool Runnings and Harmony? Week 14, Master Key

“Do the words ‘give up’ mean anything to you?

“Not a thing”

This certainty is often seen is youth that has been relatively uncorrupted and for me is a throw back to earlier times… a feeling memory of confidence and excitement… laced with determination.  There are youth that are cowed by their parents or authority figures such  that their trial to manhood or adulthood results in them standing up to parent/authority figure in order to  go after their dream.  You see both types of people in Cool Runnings.

The Major Purpose is clearly defined, with no wavering no matter the obstacle. Lack of approval, minimal funds, humiliation became moot points as they doggedly went on.  Their Plan of Action being redefined as they met new curve balls.

When they were made fun of then we hear the wisdom of

“people always afraid of what’s different”

They pursued despite all odds and in the end did so with incredible dignity as they carried their bob sled to the finish line after it had fallen apart in the race.  This dignity and determination caught the same crowd who had been callous with them.  The audience stood, clapped and genuinely embraced their victory in defeat.  The victory in defeat is an important part as well.  They became self respecting young men that carried their mission to the end.

Now for harmony….

Did they experience that?  I think that varied per young man and situation.  Generally it seemed to grow with them.  And it seemed to work for them.   Their harmony grew to be within despite external influence.  Each young man had his own obstacles with that.

We are the architects, Week 13, Master Key December 28

We are manifesting all the time.  Positive, Negative or Sameness.   To take responsibility it is for the all.   The journey in this class is to embrace our dreams, to look  at all that hinders that and to redirect towards our positive future self.

“They are the architects of greatness, their vision lies within their souls, they peer beyond the veils and mists of doubt and pierce the walls of unborn Time. The belted wheel, the trail of steel, the churning screw, are shuttles in the loom on which they weave their magic tapestries. Makers of Empire, they have fought for bigger things than crowns and higher seats than thrones. Your homes are set upon the land a dreamer found. The pictures on its walls are visions from a dreamer’s soul. They are the chose few — the blazers of the way. Walls crumble and Empires fall, the tidal wave sweeps from the sea and tears a fortress from its rocks. The rotting nations drop off from Time’s bough, and only things the dreamer’s make live on.

When we become afraid, fear is a powerful emotion, which gives what we are afraid of more power.  Do you remember closing your eyes at someone’s suggestion and following with the command “Whatever you do don’t see a black horse”.  then of course a black horse pops into mind.  Thus when we write goals about what we don’t want we are attending to the negative, instead of the positive.

My “what now?’ fear pops up sometimes in my new life that has no defining script.  So this is where my DMP needs more umph.  I reread it and the words are right.  I thought before that they weren’t right because I didn’t have enough emotion when reading it.  I now think that is true, but really I have been going through so much preparation for a monumental move and that I mostly have been focused on “do it now” that there hasn’t been room for more.

Now there is more room and way less definition.  My days are filled with finding a residence and a car.  Much harder on this bitty island than one would experience in most American cities.  So I am trying on a calm “Do it Now” and allow the universe with those issues.  A car and residence are a means to find some security in the Big Change.

I think of Mark J and Davene and their goal of Kauai, and a particular house, and their family… they have indeed manifested that.  From afar, it seems they are also going through some bumps.  So I am interested in the goals we make and the “after” some or all are attained.  I don’t think we just go “done” as there is more to attend to.

Today, my Master Mind partner assisted me in building the image of a home.  Regardless of obstacles, just build the image of the home you want to live in.   This is a grand start.   Thank you.  Major Mahalo! Later we will fill in other parts of my world to be.

So always the architect… I see the architect in process: stalls, gains,  bumps, different feelings, refocus and redefine.  True Health works in here somewhere… as it was a motivating factor for the Big Change at this time.

But your ideal must be sharp, clear-cut, definite… Week 12, Master Key

Throughout my adult life I have accomplished things that others assumed I could not.  I thought it was pure determination, and it was but more.  I went to graduate school when logically I did not have enough money… but I just went.  I only applied for paid internships and expected the school to compensate and support me in certain ways.  They did and I got paid internships all 4 years.   Didn’t think about manifestation, but my thoughts did direct my actions and things did actualize on more than one occasion. in other situations, when burdened by self-doubt or ambivalence it didn’t work out so well.

...yet we find it difficult to banish fear, anxiety or discouragement, all of which are powerful thought forces, and which continually send the things we desire further away, so that it is often one step forward and two steps backward.

Here I am in Hawaii, indeed.  I got here yesterday afternoon.  I have been planning this for a few years, before MKMMA.  I drew pictures, I visited islands, briefly lived in a culture, I interviewed people in my field, I applied for a license here. Pretty darn consistent with having a goal that I kept narrowing and doing things to support the goal.   So… I am here.  I however, have never visited Kapaa.

I didn’t plan so much for Now What?  I did this when I moved to Colorado, 2X.  First time moved away from LA when they didn’t pass pollution limiting legislation. I was probably 19, I moved because of my beliefs.  I knew I would wait for state residency to go to school, and that was my only plan.  I hadn’t ever been to Colorado before. My husband and I got in a van and just moved, I went to school and enjoyed Colorado.  The second time, after graduate school I didn’t like the job offers I was getting so I again moved back to Colorado and got a job after I moved.  In these situations I was sure I could do the above.

Okay,  I am not going to work as I did in Arizona.  Not in duplicate… but perhaps a variation.   This part is not a sharp, clear-cut and definite.   Now I am indeed sitting with myself with a manifestation that isn’t at it’s completion.

What things soever ye desire,: the good and the bad, Week 11, MasterKey

So “when ye pray” may mean praying, meditating, contemplating, or just being sure something is going to happen… and those things can be positive or negative….  it is the bouncing back and forth and observing it that is intriguing, dismaying and frustrating.

What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them.

This week has been not short of amazing, and as I am proceeding with my move at increasing speed, the expectations manifest in a great way and not so great… but then when I derail I refocus with precision.   I went to the mechanic to fix a few things to sell my car, I had mentioned that the person who wants to buy it is overly focused on the body and not the mechanical soundness and low miles… well that is the thing to say to a mechanic who turned around and bought my car!  Just like that.  Then he said “you open yourself to God, you came here, and we bought your car”.   He is a Cuban immigrant from the 60’s who owns a Shell station , that provides service (!) and fixes cars as well.  His whole staff was like this. The cashier said “See you opened up to the Universe and we bought your car!”   So I think these are Master Key plants… Amazing.

I have this “not so good” relationship with my doctor’s nurse and I expect her to mess up every prescription and then not take responsibility…. amazing and then she does mess up my final prescriptions that have to be transferred to Hawaii.  So I start expecting how difficult it will be to change all this.  Then I think “what things soever…” and put down precise requests in an assertive and respectful manner with cc’s and it is fixed.  After her previous first rebuke, I didn’t respond at all, and they were no more!  First time with her. Specific, targeted emails, written in a respectful and precise manner.  mmm… what would happen if I desired the world around me to be full of confident and accountable people?  This is my desire and my personal value for myself.

The ‘do it now” can sometimes drive me to chaos if I am not working myself back into precise focus. I start with a task and start to jump in my mind to the massive other ones and then I get tense and frustrated.  Thanks to Chuck Bartok I keep going back to focus at one thing at a time.   Amazing the results.

My guide, aware of the pressures of moving, has me refocusing (lightly) on one of my PPN’s that need further defining.   Haven’t written that yet.  So I am procrastinating about something profoundly important…. be accountable!

The discussions people have with themselves around being on and off track really helps me in feeling a part of a larger community that is full of purpose and support.

I may not be so available in the next week or so.  Just sold my printer, so no printing out Week 12 for me.  I am with you all in spirit.

Persistence as it relates to The Knowledge of Cause and Effect, Week 10, MasterKey

If I persist I will win.  — Og

It seems to me that my way of persisting takes on one dimension of “Do it Now” that is often accompanied by anxiety.  My way is leading to unnecessary exhaustion, a sense of chaos and scattered urgency.    Getting to calmly and focused  persisting, also allows for a timely sit, a drink of water, self-care or playful diversion.  This is not a practice of mine, well maybe, once in a while.  Those moments are more satisfying and more effective.

Cause and Effect is something I am pondering.  This area needs a lot of consideration in social interactions.  Then I think of other areas, like illness, environmental toxicity, political climate…or the larger climate.

Health Issues… one of my PPN’s is True Health.  I am taking a lot of steps to assist in my health…  relatively active and persistent in some of the areas but ignoring or diminishing other areas.

I often think, when I get to Kauai I will do all these things different.  Now, getting through this stressful move will provide for making better decisions.  Then I think, what we do in times of stress is also defining.   Clearly a lot to ponder.

I would REALLY like to hear others thoughts and considerations.